Saturday 9 November, evening. The Godly Attribute of the Godly Synthesis rearranged, rewrote, restructured me, awakened in me all the "numb" areas. At the end I remained suspended in bliss.
During the other days the Attribute of Synthesis awakened in me the supreme godly alchemy, a joy of being, a happiness without object.
Tonight, shortly after beginning the communion with the Godly Attribute of Godly Synthesis, I felt I had to ask forgiveness from all beings I have hurt, willingly or unwillingly, in this life and in past lives. But most of all to God. My heart was somehow enclosed in a shell of sadness that could only be removed in this way. To be worthy to stand before God one must be pure.
With each name of the beings from whom I asked for forgiveness, a feeling of relief grew in my being, and at the end of the process of forgiveness, a universe of peace and harmony opened within me. So much serenity!
Then I was flooded with a deep state of objectless happiness, that godlike happiness that is hard to describe in words. I was somehow reborn and uplifted in God. Then, when I was blessing Grieg, so much love and blessing came to me from him that what I was doing was infinitely less than all that I received.
Thank you, my beloved Guide! And thank you, Good and Wonderful God! May you all be blessed always!
M. A., 14th year, Petroșani