Mind loses its agitating and often painful grasp on my state of being

The meditations with the Godly Attribute of Godly Will over the past week have brought me into experiencing a state of total surrender and abandonment to God. The state is accompanied by a feeling of peace and complete inner freedom.

When surrendering to God’s Will, I feel that the mind loses its agitating and often painful grasp on my state of being. The meditations with the energy of Godly Will have significantly empowered my supramental capacity to discern and purify old and stubborn identifications, which have been holding me from surrendering to God. The purification during the meditations has been very powerful and almost unbearable for the ego mind, but the energy of the Godly Attribute of Godly Will helps me to ”stand firm”.

Also, I am (every time) drawn into/led to powerful, subsequently meditations with the Godly Attribute of Godly Help. The purifying fire is still on, yet I feel lighter and lighter.

With Love

M. J., Second year Tantra, Aarhus, Denmark